Confusion says:

I feel like I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I felt the best about myself about a month after my last "break-up" but I think I misplaced some of that when I started to let go. It's almost like after all that hard work of readjusting myself and deciding that I need to change my life, I became way too comfortable and molded back into the same person; this creature of habit and I am just so tired of it. I feel like I give pieces of myself away and then all of these people have these pieces, and I only have one left. I need to take a nap and wake up in another country, or maybe just wake up when it's warm again, that would be okay too.